work life ~~~

cant imagine, i ard work for 2 months ard...
now is third month, really duno can pass the probation anot,
i think i still need 3 more month bah... so sad...
but i just cant handle those document, those problem...
especially the payroll and leave...
beside that, everyday new problem occur...
kwsp, HRD, socso, short paid, purchasing, contract, other branch problem, tenancy, t-shirt...
relationship v others manager, other staff...
i really cannot tahan ard, stress, tension, depressed...
it doesn't means im going to give up...
i just hope someone can give help...
but it was not possible...

maybe i really just not suitable for this position... really not, as a 1st job!!


im so careless, no experience, no confident, no courage...
this all make me get failure...
y i just cant change abit... im being in this attitude long long time ago...
still cant change the bad attitude...

now im so worry about tmr...
bcoz, one of my company rider just passed away bcoz of car accisent during the working hours,
so sad... y wil like this...
i will have a lot thing to do...
thing that i duno to do... and also other like payroll & HRD are rushing me...

really duno what should i do...